HEART !!

why heart??because everybody have heart..it was same to me..but sometimes my heart was hurt..because??


-Masalah Jantung

• Dada terasa bagai ditekan-tekan (pressure), sesak (fullness), ketat (tightness)
• Nafas pendek dan penat setelah melakukan aktiviti biasa yang pada asalnya tidak mendatangkan sebarang kemudaratan
• Sakit dada yang menyebabkan terjaga dari tidur
• Sakit dada yang dapat dikurangkan dengan meninggikan / menambah bilangan bantal semasa tidur
• Sakit yang mengambil masa beberapa minit, kemudian hilang, dan kemudiannya menyerang semula dengan intensity yang lebih kuat (serangan kedua lebih sakit daripada serangan pertama)
• Nafas menjadi pendek, berpeluh secara tiba-tiba, pening dan loya
• Sakit pada mana-mana bahagian badan
• Badan menjadi letih tanpa sebab yang nyata
• 
  
• but i think the main cause for my chest pain is  STRESS !!
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worry

 I worry that if this second chance, you still do it. I hope you will take care of our love is possible if you really love me .

please , don't make me hurt again . 

i'm begging . 

p/s : i heart you.

i want to see ur smile.. :')

i want make u smile back like this....

p/s: i love you !!

tentang seseorang

Teruntukmu hatiku,

ingin ku bersuara

Merangkai semua tanya,

imaji yang terlintas

Berjalan pada satu,

tanya s’lalu menggangguku

Seseorang, itukah dirimu kasih

Kepada yang tercinta,

inginnya ku mengeluh

Semua resah didiri,

mencari jawab pasti

Akankah, seseorang,

yang ku impikan ‘kan hadir

Raut halus,

menyelimuti jantungku

Cinta hanyalah cinta,

hidup dan mati untukmu,

mungkinkah semua tanya,

kau yang jawab

Dan tentang seseorang,

itu pula dirimu,

ku bersumpah akan mencinta

this video make me cry :"(

p/s : touching!

who me in our life?

siapa aku dalam hidup kau ? patung yang sering kau mainkan ? aku ade perasaan . kau lebih pentingkan perasaan orang yang hancurkan hati kau berbanding orang yang jage kau ? manusia jenis apakah kau ni ? pernah kau faham perasaan aku ? walaupun kita tak lama , tapi anggap la aku wujud dalam hidup kau . jangan biarkan orang lain tertawa dengan kebodohan aku mencintai kau sedangkan kau.......





                                     
 
                                                                                            ......menanti nya..

i know everything :"|

okay..now i want to share my lovely story and it also my sad story..i want you know that i knew everything bout you..i'm not stalkering you, but it'was happen just because my heart feeling..fyi,i'm easily to know what people's feeling .i know u don't want let me know about you and him..but i know it..i know because i understand you..i know what you did behind me..it is because Allah don't want to let you lie to me..so He make me know everything ownself and not to ask you..you are the luckly girl that get me..i'm not mad you when you still contact with him even i never give permission for that.. i be patient when i know u still contact with him..see?how hard of love i must carry with my weak body..it's was just i don't want to lost you.but you still want to waiting him right? i'm also had my own heartbroken moments..but i can accept that..i leave them because i want to see they happy ..i sacrified for them..i want to care their heart..i follow your needed,i give what you want..i care you as a baby..but why u cannot do the same way like i did to you??i'm dissappointed with you!!  hmmm...why?? why??
if he good for you.he never make u sad..think that..i'm not said that i perfect,but u ar matured girl right?can make a better decision..i can take a big risk just for you,why not to you?please be honest to me..i hate people who lie to me even he/she i had loved..don't let me do that to you..you said that you don't want him..but you waiting him..what a such stupid thing you do??even you love him much,he is not good for you..he is not a good guy to be mate or partner..i just care bout you..but if you still want him..keep it in your heart..but,please respect my love to you as i respect your love to me even you love me with not fully heart..hmm..don't try to fool with me..if you love me,you'll be cry when you hide something that i don't like or that can make our relation broke..i hope you understand it..stop being plastic girl..

                                             p/s : i cried with every fake you do to me..

it was just you.

one day via messages on phone..

my friend : lina,what's up??
me : hey,oke je..
my friend : yeke? asal status fb kau mcm down dgn cinta je..
me : huh? yeke? xla..
my friend : pasal bdak tu ke?
me : sape?
my friend : ala..girl kau tu la..
me : owh..ntah la..aku rase aku sayang da mula sayang dia dgn serius la weyh..
my friend : hahhaha! kau bukan player ke?
me : dulu la beb..tp yg nie,aku xley lepas..xtau nape..
my friend : tp,nape status mcm F je..
me : hehhe..xde la..saje je..
my friend : dude,kite da lame kenal,tell me.
me : ntah la..she waiting her ex boy.
my friend : so? cari lain la..kau ganggu hubungan dorang je.
me : aku tau,aku disturbing..tp,aku syg die.
my friend : then,kau nak trus down n makan hati kau yg kau slalu makan tu??
me : hmmm..na buat mcm mane doe..
my friend : kau kalau syg orang,mmg ketat2 kan,..
me : :)
my friend : kau jeles ke?
me : mau nye x...
my friend : babe,kalau kau sayang die,kau xpayah la jeles.kau kenal die mcm mane kan?so,xpayah takot..
                think positive babe..
me : tp,die still contact ex die behind aku..aku xsuke...better kalau die jujur dgn aku kan?
my friend : aku tau..maybe die xnak kecikkan ati kau..die nak jage ati kau..
me : then,buat aku makan hati?? sampai bile?sampai aku mati..aku xlarat doe..
my friend : hmm..ape kate kalau kau buat xtau je..
me : da..tp die xsdar doe..dulu die ckp die xnak back dgn ex die,die suruh aku halang die dgn ex die..tp now,
       dy waiting ex die?ape cer doe?
my friend : hmm..sabar je la weyh..
me : hmm..yela..

                                                            p/s : i LOVE you,haszrina..sincerely