i know everything :"|

okay..now i want to share my lovely story and it also my sad story..i want you know that i knew everything bout you..i'm not stalkering you, but it'was happen just because my heart feeling..fyi,i'm easily to know what people's feeling .i know u don't want let me know about you and him..but i know it..i know because i understand you..i know what you did behind me..it is because Allah don't want to let you lie to me..so He make me know everything ownself and not to ask you..you are the luckly girl that get me..i'm not mad you when you still contact with him even i never give permission for that.. i be patient when i know u still contact with him..see?how hard of love i must carry with my weak body..it's was just i don't want to lost you.but you still want to waiting him right? i'm also had my own heartbroken moments..but i can accept that..i leave them because i want to see they happy ..i sacrified for them..i want to care their heart..i follow your needed,i give what you want..i care you as a baby..but why u cannot do the same way like i did to you??i'm dissappointed with you!!  hmmm...why?? why??
if he good for you.he never make u sad..think that..i'm not said that i perfect,but u ar matured girl right?can make a better decision..i can take a big risk just for you,why not to you?please be honest to me..i hate people who lie to me even he/she i had loved..don't let me do that to you..you said that you don't want him..but you waiting him..what a such stupid thing you do??even you love him much,he is not good for you..he is not a good guy to be mate or partner..i just care bout you..but if you still want him..keep it in your heart..but,please respect my love to you as i respect your love to me even you love me with not fully heart..hmm..don't try to fool with me..if you love me,you'll be cry when you hide something that i don't like or that can make our relation broke..i hope you understand it..stop being plastic girl..

                                             p/s : i cried with every fake you do to me..